If you have been wronged in a serious way, is it wrong to WANT Karma to slap that someone in the face, HARD?
I know it will happen anyway, but I want so bad to be able to know about it.
I’ve been “wronged” in a way that affects everyone in my family, harming us and causing stress, uncertainly and heartache towards me. I did not deserve any of it and I certainly did not look for trouble. All this was done… because that person had issues and could.
I’m not really angry at what happened, I’m angry at what that person had the self-righteous audacity to do… and also at myself and my “peace loving” nature for not putting up the fight of my life to not let this person step on me. When it happened I was so calm, I didn’t want to fight, and I just let it pass. A very weird “turn the other check mode” kicked in.
I’m still flabbergasted by the idea of someone actually ruining someone else’s life (almost… I’ll survive this) just because of childish insecurities and because they have power on their hands.
I’m not really one for revenge, I don’t think I am anyway, I believe that things have a way of sorting itself out, I believe in Karma.
But I want Her to work hard on this person’s butt and I want her to do it now. Is it wrong? I feel childish, like I was the only one in the class that behaved but got punished just like the rest.
I’m seeking a little advice, some sage words to sooth a troubled heart.