Hi, thanks for your thoughts and efforts, it is appreciated. Woke up this morning with this sense of unease, and my day just deteriorated from there. Spoke to my friends mother, she is hospitalised and on medication and also a lot calmer - so far so good. Then my son phoned with his news and I was just devastated, things have not been going well there for some time, but you always hope that it will get better, and I honestly thought that it was. I am worried sick about my two grandsons going through such upheaval at home and I feel so helpless. My son is not taking it well and I am miles away, and feeling the way I do, I am not of much help, too emotional to do him any good.